Oct
9
shitty week
I’m having the shittiest week ever!! I feel totally worthless the last few days. Can’t remember shit therefore I am fucking up everything I do at work. I’m trying to overcome my “new girl” status & it’s so hard to do when I keep screwing up. I think I ask the wrong questions & say “I don’t know” too much. But then when I try to do things without asking…to prove my confidence or independence I get interrupted. So either way I get frustrated. Either because I’m not able to do some things by myself yet or because when I try to someone steps in without my asking them to. I’m seriously getting pissed off about it. And the only person I can be mad at is myself. And all along I thought I had so much strength. Where is it now??
